I have to.
We gave up, yesterday.
She said she can't take this anymore.
this distance, she wants me to be around, not just at weekend.
and she said she doesn't have so much feelings anymore.
She said she doesn't feels so much longing for me (since last thusday)
I said her, she has to do whatever she thinks is the best for her, and I will take it and accept it.
So we both decided to lay down our relationship.
I just hope, she calls me, when she has problems (I gave her the chance to)
I want to be a friend of her.
Want to be there, if she has problems.
I just want to meet her, to hugh her, just hang out with her.
She's so important for me.
I'm not angry at all.
I'm just happy, that I had the chance, to know her
The chance to love her.
The chance to stay by her side.
The chance to enjoy every second we had together.
Sure, I'm really sad, but I'm happy, too.
I just have to say thank you.
I wrote a letter yesterday night (after we talked together-and decided to I-Sad-It-Already)
Not A4 (I had non of those), A3-letter
I just want her to know, that I'm not angry.
That she's the person who's so important for me
I just want to say her, that I wish she will found the guy who will gave her everything I can't gave her (because of this distance)
That's everything I want.
I just want a very good friendship
Not yet, but....in some month or so